Hey
You know? I was kind or afraid of getting back here, and well, it hasn’t been so bad. The only bad thing has been the fact that I don’t have a proper place to sleep, and yep I’m getting down to that. I didn’t really remember that this fucking library was a declared insect community, but I’m gonna fucking vacuum those fuckers out of here. This is gonna be my new place so, get the hell out of it! And well, I have only found the small details about it, like webs and corps and that stuff, and while I’m spreading all over the damned insect killer or whatever it’s called, they’ll all die (of course if I don’t die before they do). it’s gonna be nice. The cool thing is that I also saved some money for my University and well, apparently my parents don’t wanna allow me to spend it on that, coz they have the thought that they are supposed to pay it themselves, they haven’t figured out of course that the money I got is theirs from the start, so I’ll spend it on a nice wall paint and fabrics and all the stuff I need to decorate this place. Well, it is now my place. So I’ll do it my way. Unfortunately I’ll also do it by myself since they all are involved in their own stuff… so I’m getting my hands down to the project, before I need to start finding out about the Universities and my job and shit, so it’ll be cool…
Yesterday, (mmm I thought it was the 1st of June, but apparently it was the 2nd) my dad went to get this new treatment for his pain. One thing about him is that despite the fact that they found out that he has no more of that motherfucking cancer, he still feels intense pain which or course drives us all insane, because we don’t like and can’t live with our dad feeling so bad, so my mom took him to like 6 doctors who all said that they have no clue what to do now, and we ended up with this alternative doctor who will help in relieving his pain through what is being called “electro acupuncture” and though I’m slightly skeptic about the veracity or this treatment, we’re with all of our hopes for it to work. If this doesn’t work though, we’ll go to yet another doctor, who will treat him through some spirits and that shit. So, you can imagine how much I am hoping for the electro whatever thing to work.
Anyways, nothing much has happened in my life asides from that and my chain smoking, which is (considering my accustomed behavior at the school) nothing to be worried about, and actually I am smoking much less from what I was used to smoke. The problem is that there are no great smokers in my family, sp being the only one is kind of a shock for all of them. Anyhow, I’ll try to make it until next week, when I’m planning to meet Klau’s dad who works in a job agency apparently… and begin seriously to do all of my projects…(i.e. Portuguese, working, my room, University shit and maybe going down to the south of the country to a city called Padcaya where my grandma lives….). That is it for now.
Take care and. Lots of